I Am So Fucking Happy

At least that’s what I tell myself. And I try to be. But then there are days where there is nothing but overwhelm. I can’t get to work on time, I can’t do anything right, my kid isn’t listening to a word I say, there is too much traffic, I spill my coffee, you name it! Those days where I dream of just crawling back into bed and sleep. To not have to deal with it all.

And then there are days where everything just flows. When I am at the top of the world, and nothing can get to me, where everything I do just works, and everybody I meet are just fantastic.

And life would probably be boring without all the highs and lows, but sometimes I wish it could be more in the middle, so not too happy, and not too sad. Just even, straightforward contentment.

But until then, I will sleep through my lows and cheer through my highs!